Chunli’s Blog

time flies fast. it’s the end of the semester. bye bye to year 2. tmr is the start of my UT. i hope i am able to pass all modules, i’ll be very happy as long as i’ve a pass in all modules. i hope ut ends fast pls! after ut will be cny. i am so not looking forward to it. cny should be a happy festival but i am not happy n excited at all! few days ago, i came to realize that i hated cny so so much! so much that i wanted a getaway for the period. sigh!

this few days i am so so sad and emotional. thinking that im going to be alone makes me cry n cry almost every night that i am suffering from insomnia now. i hate to be alone! those who have not experience the state i am having will not understand how i feel! in fact, nobody will understand how i feel! no one! it sucks to the max!

well, wat to do? i feel so helpless. i guess i will just go with the flow.. :/

Friendship.

how does it break?

Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think ‘let the other one contact me first..’ After some time, each will think ‘why should i contact first?’ From here onwards, your friendship will be converted to hate. finally, the memory becomes weak due to the lack of contact. And we forget each other.

Friendships are like gold. Without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it, it’ll shine like the brightest star.

i am supposed to go out with yx, but becos of my weak body system, i am at his place now. hate to be so weak! i want a healthy body pls!!!!

previously there was an event held last week. it was about police career thingy. i acced yx to go have a look becos he tot of signing on as a police. this event somehow inspired/motivate me to study hard and get at least a diploma cert. olevel cert is really nth in this society. really! so i told myself i have to really study hard no matter what. i really tot of quitting sch if my grades are very bad. but now, i have to think twice or rather not even to think of quitting sch anymore. it’s so hard to live in this high standard. so no matter how hard, i must get a diploma cert and earn lots n lots of money. i dun wan to disappoint my family, there’re all depending on me now. i dun wan to disappoint myself too. yx kept warning me not to quit sch even how bad my grades are or even i have to retake modules and having year 4 in poly. so i have think thru now. it’s kinda late to say all this becos it’s going to be end of the semester, which means i have to really study hard during year3. i must do it! action speaks louder than words! i wan to prove u wrong! i really hope i can do it!

JIAYOU LEWCHUNLI!!:D

SOMEONE ADDED MY BF IN FB!! so bu yao lian! disgusting!

YUCKS!

oh, no offence. am just stating the fact! it’s my blog!